Uninvited

We did not beckon them in, they came in uninvited,
the sunset pouring from their shoulders;
so they walked through us as they would through water,
and we are here, in a different place,
changed and incredibly alone,
and we did not know, we do not know ever. 

i found a picture of me at seven

in the room that i couldn't recall

in the space that i wouldn't remember

har..har..i'm uninvited and i'm ready to fall

i won't leave this bevy with malice,

remembering me to humty dumty and alice..

it' okay if they won't throw the ball

har...har...i'm uninvited and i'm ready to fall

they could walk on the water

but hey, i could do that too..

it's the time when the world treats me way far too fairly

har..har...i'm uninvited and i'm ready to fall

*thanks to The Uninvited, by Dannie Abse..for the ecstasy*

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Lagu Hujan

jalan berhenti…terhalang datangnya hujan ini
aku mencari…berlindung jauhkan basah diri
aku menanti…menghembus bongkahan asap
penghangat mulai terbayang lagi pecah
pecahan cerita melekat
belum berhenti… begitu derasnya hujan ini
mulai terangkai angan menyusun beling
beling kenangan banyak ilusi banyak yang
sudah teralami begitu banyak gembira
hanya kecewa tertanam di hati
kutunggu lama hingga hujan reda
menunggu lama hingga hujan reda
melamun lama hingga hujan reda
belum terdengar nada nada reda
rasa dingin menembus raga
rasa dingin menembus jiwa
rasa ini tak terlupakan……….
aku akan pergi ke tempat yang lain dari sini
ke waktu yang bukan hari ini
melihat apa yang akan terjadi
akan kutemui wajah wajah asing tanah ini
ku akan pergi saat hujan reda
walaupun lama pasti reda juga
tangga pelangi akan segera tiba

rain..rain....
i wondered if i could invite your presence
i hoped if i could see your resemblance
splattered outside my windowpane
i sorely wanted to feel the rain

rainbow crossed above the grass
told me premonition over my past.
and the rain of July of yesteryear
falling beneath and skin to tear...
i sorely wanted to feel the rain..

then, if i said,"will it be raining today"
you said,"well, i don't know but if God may."
i began to think,"she might like me, she might not"
but hey, the electric-shock kiss my brain a lot
i sorely wanted to feel the rain..

*thanks to KOIL-LAGU HUJAN...for the ecstasy*

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OPAL

when i was younger
i saw my daddy cried
and cursed at the wind,
he broke his own heart
and i watched as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that
I promised I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

but ,pumpkin,you're the only exception
Thinking about you was the same
as the hole you keep on feeling with your tongue
after you lose a tooth.
Time after time, my mind kept

on going to that empty spot.

The spot where I felt like you should be.
Ooh, here, here!

i ever imagined that
you liked to plant things,                 
you had a talent for it.
you could stick a tire
in the ground and grow a car.

i wondered,
you knew all the constellations.
Every planet
in the nighttime sky.
And you could name 'em,
you know?
Point 'em out.
you never got tired
of looking up at 'em.

*thanks to PARAMORE-The Only Exception...for the ecstasy....*

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